That’s what trauma does to you. It warps your brain. Those coping mechanisms I’ve mentioned in previous reviews come out in ways that can protect you but they can also keep you isolated. In Steven’s case he’s not worried about himself, he’s worried about how others will react to him. He doesn’t know how to ask for help. His worst fear in that moment is Connie abandoning him simply for asking her to spend some time out of the roller rink. Of course she wouldn’t but trauma makes that fear so much bigger.
That’s what Steven is wrestling with right now. It’s not as big as last episode with its heart wrenching dream sequences, but it demonstrates once again how committed this series is to exploring the after effects of everything that happened in the original series. It’s why this is Steven Universe Future and not Steven Universe. Its goal is to take the time to show Steven wrestling with what appears to be a simple situation and it executes it to the same high standard this show is known for.
Also, PEARL AND BISMUTH. From the opening moments of this episode I got the big queer energy off them and wow. The pairing you never knew you wanted but can’t live without, am I right? I’m glad the show is taking the time, with Peridot last episode and Bismuth here, to check in on its supporting cast and show how things are going for them. It’s wonderful to see Bismuth form a deep bond with Pearl but still struggle with making other friends. Pearl’s super cool older friends, I must point out. It makes sense Pearl would find people, more or less, her own age to hang out with. Pearl has truly taken up her role as Bird Mom well and maybe she’ll get a mom of her own soon!
It’s just so wonderful to see Bismuth but especially Pearl be so happy. Even with Steven’s world crumbling around him, the show doesn’t allow itself to be consumed in darkness. We may be getting to an episode that allows itself to be that way but for now it’s striking that magnificent balance.
