“The happiness has been overwhelming but so have the tears and emotions, I’ve felt like I can’t do what I’m meant to be doing with Cree as I haven’t been able to change or feed him consistently which has had me feeling all types of guilt, for Cree, Rio & that I can’t be doing what I normally do for the kids.
“It’s a whirlwind I just wasn’t expecting … but at the same time the most perfect whirlwind.”
Rio has three more children Lorenz, 14, Tate, 12, and Tia, nine, who he shared with his late wife Rebecca.
If you have been affected by this story, you can call the Samaritans on 116 123 or visit www.samaritans.org.
