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Mum-of-four admits her husband hasn’t seen her naked in SIX years because ‘I’m afraid he’ll be disgusted & turned off’


NOTHING has been off limits for Australian woman Jessica Hood, whose honest and forthcoming views on pregnancy and motherhood have won over the hearts of almost 57, 000 followers on Instagram. 

And while the mother-of-four admits to being accepting of her body – even proudly advocating for self-love and body positivity – the Melbourne-based mum admits a heartbreaking truth that neither she, or her husband, can fully comprehend.

 Jessica says her husband hasn't seen her naked in over six years

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Jessica says her husband hasn’t seen her naked in over six yearsCredit: Instagram/@houseofhoods_

Writing for Mamamia, the confident mum candidly spoke about her struggle with allowing her husband to see her without clothes, admitting he hasn’t seen her naked since their first child was born six years ago.

Despite admitting to “accepting my body more and more every day”, Jessica confessed that she’s afraid “he won’t accept it”  and that her fear of being vulnerable stands in her way.

In what seemed to be an open letter to herself, she wrote: “I know it hurts him, It’s not him though, it’s me. He tells me all the time he doesn’t care but what if it’s different when he actually sees me? All of me? My saggy tummy, my stretch marks, my cellulite, my rolls.”

Detailing the reality of becoming a mother, she continued: “I’m not the girl I was when we first met, in fact I’m not a girl at all, I’m a woman. A woman who lost herself when she became a mother. Her identity. Her sparkle. Her once toned physique.”

 While she is confident with her own body, she fears her husband won'y accept her new body

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While she is confident with her own body, she fears her husband won’y accept her new bodyCredit: Instagram/@houseofhoods_

The normally confident Jessica spoke of the all too common truth that so many women carry around with them – the reality of becoming a mother.

She described the nature of their sex life, and while it did exist, Jessica admitted to “only having sex in the dark” and if it’s during the day, she left her clothes on – always.

She said: ” We never shower together. I never get dressed in front of him. I won’t even swim in front of him.

“I hate him touching my stomach, even brushing against my stomach makes me anxious.

“I hate that the cruel world we live in has given me false ideas and even though deep down he sees through all of my flaws, my fears and my anxiety take over.”

 Jessica has won over a huge Instagram following because of her honest outlook on motherhood

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Jessica has won over a huge Instagram following because of her honest outlook on motherhoodCredit: Instagram/@houseofhoods_

The mum-of-four admitted that she never expected the physical and mental changes she’s experienced since becoming a mother, but continues to be honest and real with her army of fans who both understand and relate to her story.

Jessica became widely known at the end of 2018 when she decided to live stream the birth of her fourth child on Instagram – further contributing to her loyal social following.

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