Spilling her bottled up feelings to Bernie, Gemma says: “I nearly killed them – a few more seconds and I would have pushed them out under the wheels of a moving car.”
“I pushed the buggy into the road – if he hadn’t slammed his brakes on.
“It was my fault, I had been drinking. I’m just so tired.”
As fans know, the former kebab shop worker believes she’s a hopeless mum, and describes what should be the best time of her and boyfriend Chesney Brown’s (Sam Aston) life, as a “nightmare”.
“It’s like a nightmare but I’m not even asleep,” she sobs.
“I just keep thinking about all the things that could happen to them.”
